Christians,I think i sold my soul to the devil?Please help.Read below.?

As a alcoholic i,ve been drinking everyday for the past few years cos i have personal problems in which i can't deal with on my own that well but anyway it been a little over a week since i got last paid form work all my money were spent on bills and rent in which i can't afford alcohol this fornight.Anyway me been in such a bad lazy mood since then last night i decided to take a evening walk around the block where i live.So as i almost reach home i came across a lad who dress in all black and yet when i got alot closer to him he was all black not like a African American guy but like a black shadow in fact blacker than darkness.So this lad approach me and said my name.I ask him if i know him,and he says no but he know me.He says he knew my problems and i need a drink to keep in sane and normal.Out of the blue he a bottle of Absinthe in his right hand.Which is my all time favourite drink.So he says he willing to give it to me exchange for a hand shake.I kindly refuse him and then he says it the best Absinthe you will ever tasted.One sip will give you a organismic rush feeling and you will be embrace by my daughter Lucy the green fairy.So i shook his left hand and grab the bottle off him in no time.He kindly smile at me as i turn my back on him and walk fast back to my place.As i reach home i sat down on my armchair and open the bottle.Damn that smell of the aroma fill the room almost p me out.Slowly i took a sip of absinthe from the bottle and yes he was right,the taste,oh God the taste was unreal,my own body was shaking with pleasure.So i took another sip and just before my very eyes everything in my lounge room was slowly moving back and forward like a heat waves.And there in the corner of my room this beauiful babe a goddess walk towards me with the smile that shines up the world.She said "If you wanna have fun it will take you to heaven for awhile".I p out.Now here the downfall of all this,this morning when i awoke not only a had a very bad headche but as i walk to the bathroom to have a shower to my embring i look in the mirror and had a bottle of Absinthe half way up my ****.This is no laughing matter.I panic and cried.Never again i will drink alcohol.The question i wanna ask is,how can i reclaim my soul to give to Christ our king.Will Jesus ever forgive me for this?I,m scare.Don't know what to do.Thank for your time.